Monday, September 13, 2010

awaken!!!....................?

well, i had these few dreams today(its 14th Sept) and the dream is between 1.45am and 6.45am.(cuz this is around the time i felt asleep)

i had more than 2 dreams. but there're only 2 where there's some symbolic in them.
the 1st one is cockroach, the dream is vague(again) but i'm sure i saw cockroach came out under the chair like there's a hole under the chair but cannot b seen because the chair's footing block it. cockroach coming out from under the chair is like endless, then mayb i was freak out with so many cockroach i had passed out(passed out=dream ended la).
the 2nd one is snake. oh gosh this snake is hanging on the other double decker bed while my position is lying on the lower part of another double decker bed which is close to that bed. its like a 50-100cm distance watching the snake hanging on there then suddenly swing itself like its going to acrobatic jump on me. the setting of the location feels like its my sis' room. because i sense a feeling that the snake is swinging its way in order to jump on me, so i automatically call my sis while having trouble moving my body because of anemia-like drowsiness(hope u get what i mean). before i was fully able to move my body, my sis wake up and call my mom. then there goes something happen which i dont recall the detail but 1 thing for sure is the dream ended when i lie on the floor(probably fall from bed) and the snake was killed when its crawled on my body.(=.= that instance i dunno why but i feel like there're needle-like pain on my chest-stomach area).

so here's an even interesting part. dreamMood suggest cockroach represents uncleanness and said i will need a renewal(emotional and physiological). astrocenter suggested snake is a symbol of transmutation and will soon undergo a vast inner change(sound like renewal?).
so if link both these dreams its like i need a self-renewal and it will happen soon enough, lol?
to my fantasy for an instant it sounded like i'm going to gain self-realization and 'evolve' XD

though i said so, but when i check dreamMood(Snake) it said aside something similar from astrocenter(bout transmutation), snake could also mean bad things like "a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted"(though there're those forbidden sexual thingy but i dont think its the case since it said "if the snake is on your bed" which for my case, the snake is on the opposite bed)

anyway, hope this kind of thing entertains you

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

a weird and vague dream

1st Sep, probably morning.

well, i was sleeping in this time, so there's no way i know the exact time when i had this dream.

its kinda vague of what i remember, but......
well, here's what i recall:

the first thing is blurry, but i'm sure this is the starter of this 'story' but i forgot what it is. then followed by i sit in a car with my dad driving it(dunno why instead of front seat i was sitting on the back seat). somehow i was staring on the sky and saw something(i think it was an plane), failed and crushing down towards our direction. then here's another part i forgot but it somewhat links me to think there're some kind of disaster coming and airplane crashed because of this disaster. the car was some sort like Mitsubishi Pajero, and i think while we were escaping, the car drive through a road where there're a flood on it(something like what we see when its heavily raining while the drain is stuck and thus water flood). i think we were heading home trying to meet up with the rest of the family. on the way i told my dad to go to the minimarket near my place to gather supply we need because the main town is in chaos and it will be too late to turn back to get supply from bigger store in the town.

there's also a vague part which i'm not too sure when it happen but it also has something to do with airplane crashed(and somehow i think there're more than just airplane falling from the sky), falling downwards towards us(its me and my friend this time.) the location was somewhere nearby my housing area, or maybe it is in my housing area.

then........... ended?
sorry my memory was too blurry and i had no idea how come such 'story' appear in my mind.
by the way, i think the 'disaster' i thought had something to do with Aliens?


anyway, something interesting when i read 'dream dictionary' about 'airplane' and 'father':
Airplane

1. Escape from the mundane exigencies of the lower world.
2. Freedom.
3. The search for higher consciousness. Travel into the higher realms

Astrological parallels: Sagittarius or Aquarius. (lol i'm Sagi)
Tarot parallel: The World


Father

This symbol is highly personalized, and should be considered in light of your relationship with your father. Generally, dreaming of a father (yours or anyone else's) represents authority, while mothers represent love and protection. If your relationship with your father was good, dreaming of him implies advancement and/or assistance from authority figures in your life. If your relationship with him was strained, however, dreaming of him indicates trouble coming from authority figures, such as your boss. If you're dreaming of a dead parent, especially if he or she is speaking to you, important news is coming your way. Whether the news is good or bad depends on other dynamics in the dream
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**my relationship with my father isn't very good nor very close, though not very bad either. but maybe i think the part "dreaming of him indicates trouble coming from authority figures" is somewhat possible

Flood
1.Water is a universal symbol for emotion, and thus a dream of a flood indicates that a plethora of deep feelings is coming the dreamer's way. If the flood is warm, gentle and comforting, the feelings will be positive, and possibly could involve romance. But if the flood is dark, cold, and overwhelming, be prepared for emotional turmoil.
2.Being swept away by a flood warns that someone of the opposite sex whom you trust may be trying to use you.
3.Escaping from the flood, especially if you continue to reach high ground, indicates overcoming a great difficulty


**i only recall my dream to drive pass a small area of flood, so i guess 2nd and 3rd doesn't apply?

Car

1. Motion, movement away from one thing and towards another.
2. Speed, acceleration.
3. Freedom.

Astrological parallel: Sagittarius (Sagi again lol)
Tarot parallel: The Chariot


whether these indicates anything or not, to me what's interesting is the dream itself, and the possible meaning linked between 'Airplane', 'Father', 'Flood' and 'Car'.