Day end report: 2017 May 8th

Meaningful/Productive task I did:
- Meeting up with old friend (who's also my ex-colleague) and welcome his new working life in Singapore. (We ate Keisuke's pork ramen & chitchat a bit)
- Downloaded Coursera (mobile app), enrolled for a 101 physic course.
- Goes to fix my electric scooter, overall travel duration took me 2hrs+ go & forth. Spent 59sgd fixing it.
- Did some shopping in vivo, bought various stuff from Daiso & new face moisturizer.
- Writing this report


Less productive things done:
- Morning: woke around 11:30am, but rolls on bed until 12:30pm
- Afternoon: spent around 1 hour playing Sound Voltex after meeting old friend
- Evening: laze around a bit, surfing internet for a while only to realize I almost forgotten to take my electric scooter for servicing
- Night: procrastinate a bit, surf the internet. After bath surf internet again.
- Midnight: watched 2 episodes of anime + reading manga.

Estimated time wasted: 4-5 hours


Goal tomorrow:
- leave office by 6.30pm
- reach home by 8pm
- scoliosis exercises, shave & bath ends before/at 9pm
- 10 minutes meditation with music
- 9.10pm starts drawing
- 11.10pm ends drawing
- 11.30pm finished writing report
- 30 minutes grace time for anime or surfing internet
- 12am sleeps


Lastly, I went to bed by 1:45am

Today's journal: setting myself some new goals

Main goal:
- To complete my art "Bank by The Bay" before June 2017.

Some other long term goal, including removal of old bad habits and building better ones. Here's a short list:
- sleep by 12am and wake up before 8am. Doesn't have to be everyday but should at least be doing it twice per week.
- drinking a nice cup of (none 3-in-1) coffee every weekend morning. Doesn't have to be every single weekend, but will be nice to do it at least twice a month.
- do enough exercise. Either a mixture of stretching movement for 20 minutes, or go for a short 5km run. Hopefully at least twice a month.
- dedicated movie day, to watch any movie with friends in cinema, or hold-up in room & watch/clear piled up animes. At least Twice per year, but not more than 24 times per year.
- read more none-entertainment books, preferably more about science. Perhaps at least once per month.



Let's see how things go after a few weeks.

Starting a new journal, and perhaps hoping it will be more consistent

As the title explained, I'm going to start writing my journal here.

It's been 3 years zomgwtfbbq

Holy Cow, it's been 3 years since I last update this blog.
Heck, I almost totally forgotten it's existence, not until I wanted to look for the stories I've written in the past.

I want to read the content in the blog thoroughly and be all nostalgic, but I guess I can't do it tonight.

Will be back to this blog soon.

n-days in intern

today is saturday.

how i would be able to manage my intern life, is better than what i thought at first.
well, still not saying it is at the best, but really, right now i think i can cope with this life until end of the year.

talk about how i feel today.
hmm.......
though i manage to face the intern, but i still wanted to finish it and start my ideal life.
actually my ideal lifestyle won't be possible so soon, but at least i will live one that is close to ideal.
so my current mood is,
imaginary
of my ideal lifestyle.
a not so bad feeling,
yet not the best i yearn for

intern life 2nd post

now my intern life truely starts, today is my first day working.
things are not the worst, but not to my favor either.

1st off, i'm really regretted for not taking programming as my intern
2nd, testing could be not as interesting as i thought it would be
3rd, darn hot in my room every night, unless rain, i will definitely had a hard time sleeping thx to the heat.
4th, internet inconvenience
5th, seat inconvenience. none of the chairs in the hostel has a solid back-cover, make me uncomfortable sitting.

i know i'm being an ass for complaining so much while this is consider one of the good situation, but i still can't stand it, not as much as i thought i could.

just how weak can i be

the begin of my internship diary (maybe)

well, the reason for the dairy is because i guess i might feel emo everyday for not being able to do things i want in internship, eg:
- play violin anytime i want
- watch anime and laugh without control
- download large size stuff (game/anime/software)
- online 24/7

orz.....

not just that,
simply because working is not something easy, or at least, for sure, it will incur stress one way or another, therefore i can't stress relieve with my usual stuff due to the restriction, and so i come to writing stuff like this.

ok, after stating the reasons, here's the emotion for today.

supreme uneasy.

well, as mentioned at the above, all my usual stuff cannot do without following strict rules, therefore i don't, and can't feel free and easy.
can't get along with colleague.... well kinda expected for my attitude and the difference of interest with commoners.
waiting for the real intern work to start, is like waiting to get torture, can't feel easy of course.
forever alone, in this case quite bothering as the colleague who shares hostel with me, is a couple (OTL orz orz orz) and they both shares a room as well, imagine the rest.
the last and also the main factor, My Desktop Is Not Here Yet! the person that helps me deliver my heavy luggage delay 1 day for his trip, and what's worse is the other one who can help me bring my stuff from the deliverman to my hostel can't help me on the day the luggage arrive, means i will have to spend 2 days without my desktop.

sob.... i'm concluding here.
all these stuffs happened because of my decision for challenging myself in an unfamiliar environment. one side of me wanna regret, while the other side trying hard not to, therefore it kinda torturing (self-torturing btw).
so haizz..... someone cure my problem.

p.s. i realize this room will be freaking hot when i use my desktop in the future. OTL orz orz orz orz orz orz